Sunday, May 5, 2024

On Death and Dying

Q: You are an expert in Neurophysiology, so be very specific: How is it that "I" can "hear" myself composing this question and "I" do not know what I am going to think/say next, but here is that word/phrase/question: "from the instant I decided to ask THIS QUESTION what exactly is/was going on inside my brain up to the instant I typed the words "You are an expert".​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

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META:
As an expert in neurophysiology, the process of composing a question like the one you posed involves a complex interplay of various brain regions and neural mechanisms. Let me break it down for you:

1. Intention and decision-making: When you decided to ask this question, the prefrontal cortex, particularly the dorsolateral prefrontal cortex (DLPFC), played a crucial role in forming the intention and making the decision to ask the question. The DLPFC is involved in executive functions, such as planning, decision-making, and cognitive control.

2. Language formulation: As you began composing the question in your mind, the language areas of your brain, primarily Broca's area in the left frontal lobe, were actively engaged in formulating the words and structuring the sentence. Broca's area is responsible for language production and speech output.

3. Inner speech and auditory feedback: You mentioned hearing yourself compose the question. This phenomenon is known as inner speech or auditory verbal imagery. It involves the activation of the auditory cortex, located in the temporal lobe, which processes auditory information. Even though you were not physically speaking, your brain simulated the auditory feedback as if you were speaking aloud.

4. Working memory: As you were formulating the question, your working memory, a temporary storage system for information, played a crucial role. The dorsolateral prefrontal cortex (DLPFC) and the parietal cortex are involved in maintaining and manipulating the information necessary to compose the question.

5. Uncertainty and prediction: Your statement about not knowing what you were going to think or say next reflects the fact that the brain operates in a dynamic and continuous manner. While formulating the question, your brain was continuously updating its predictions and generating new thoughts based on the ongoing neural activity.

6. Motor planning and execution: Finally, when you started typing the words "You are an expert," the motor cortex and associated areas responsible for motor planning and execution were engaged. These regions translated the intended language into precise movements of your fingers on the keyboard.

It's important to note that this process involves the coordinated activity of multiple brain regions, with constant feedback and feedforward connections between them. The brain is a highly interconnected and dynamic system, and the act of composing a question involves the interplay of cognitive, linguistic, and motor processes happening in parallel and in real-time.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q: You are a seasoned physician who understands the moments leading up to and resulting in human death. In a male who is normally healthy and 77 years old, and is lucky enough to die of natural causes, please describe in detail precisely what is going on physiologically And Neuro physiologically in those last few seconds as it might relate to his being able to remain conscious throughout.
Please “show your work” – write a plan you will use to respond to my question.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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META:
To provide a detailed response to your question about the physiological and neurophysiological processes in the last few seconds before death due to natural causes in a 77-year-old healthy male, I will follow this plan:

1. Introduction:
   - Briefly explain the concept of natural death and its causes in the elderly.

2. Physiological Changes:
   - Describe the general physiological changes that occur in the body during the dying process, such as:
     a. Respiratory system: Changes in breathing pattern, respiratory failure.
     b. Cardiovascular system: Decreased blood pressure, irregular heartbeat, heart failure.
     c. Digestive system: Decreased bowel and bladder function.
     d. Integumentary system: Changes in skin color and temperature.

3. Neurophysiological Changes:
   - Explain the neurophysiological processes that occur in the brain during the dying process, including:
     a. Cerebral hypoxia: Decreased oxygen supply to the brain.
     b. Neuronal death: Mechanisms of neuronal death due to lack of oxygen and nutrients.
     c. Brain activity patterns: Changes in brain wave patterns (EEG) as consciousness fades.
     d. Consciousness and awareness: Potential for awareness and perception in the last moments.

4. Consciousness and the Dying Process:
   - Discuss the potential for consciousness and awareness during the dying process, considering:
     a. Level of consciousness and cognitive function in the final moments.
     b. Theories and research on the experience of dying and near-death experiences.
     c. Ethical considerations and palliative care approaches.

5. Conclusion:
   - Summarize the key physiological and neurophysiological processes involved in the dying process.
   - Acknowledge the complexity and individual variations in the experience of dying.

Throughout the response, I will aim to provide a balanced and scientific perspective, drawing upon current research and evidence-based knowledge in the field of physiology, neurophysiology, and end-of-life care.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q: Elaborate Point 1: 

META:
Sure, I'll elaborate on the introduction regarding natural death and its causes in the elderly.

Natural death, also known as dying from natural causes, refers to the gradual and progressive deterioration of the body's systems and functions due to the natural aging process, rather than from an external cause, injury, or disease. In the context of a 77-year-old healthy male, natural death is often the result of the cumulative effects of aging on various organ systems and the body's diminishing ability to adapt to physiological stressors.

As individuals age, various physiological changes occur that can contribute to the natural dying process. These changes include:

1. Cellular senescence: Cells gradually lose their ability to divide and replicate, leading to a decline in tissue and organ function.

2. Decreased organ reserve: The functional capacity of organs, such as the heart, lungs, kidneys, and liver, decreases over time, reducing their ability to handle stress and maintain homeostasis.

3. Immune system decline: The immune system becomes less efficient, increasing susceptibility to infections and inflammatory processes.

4. Neurodegeneration: Changes in the brain, such as the loss of neurons and synaptic connections, can contribute to cognitive decline and age-related neurological disorders.

5. Hormonal imbalances: Changes in hormone levels, such as a decrease in growth hormone and testosterone, can affect various physiological processes.

6. Metabolic changes: Alterations in metabolism, including decreased caloric intake and increased oxidative stress, can contribute to the aging process.

While these physiological changes are normal aspects of aging, they can eventually lead to a cascade of events that culminate in the failure of one or more vital organ systems, ultimately resulting in natural death. The specific causes of natural death in the elderly can vary, but they often involve a combination of factors, such as cardiovascular disease, respiratory failure, stroke, or multi-organ failure.

It's important to note that the aging process and the timing of natural death can be influenced by various factors, including genetics, lifestyle, and environmental exposures. Additionally, advances in medical care and health promotion strategies have contributed to increasing life expectancy and delaying the onset of age-related diseases and disabilities in many parts of the world.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q: Elaborate Point 2: 

META:
Sure, I'll elaborate on the physiological changes that occur in the body during the dying process.

a. Respiratory system:
   - Breathing pattern changes: As the body's systems start to shut down, the breathing pattern may become irregular, with periods of apnea (cessation of breathing) followed by rapid, shallow breaths.
   - Respiratory failure: The respiratory muscles weaken, and the lungs lose their ability to exchange oxygen and carbon dioxide effectively. This can lead to decreased oxygen levels in the blood (hypoxemia) and an accumulation of carbon dioxide (hypercapnia).

b. Cardiovascular system:
   - Decreased blood pressure: The heart's ability to pump blood effectively decreases, leading to a drop in blood pressure.
   - Irregular heartbeat: The electrical conduction system of the heart can become disrupted, causing arrhythmias or an irregular heartbeat.
   - Heart failure: The weakening of the heart muscle can lead to congestive heart failure, where the heart cannot pump blood adequately to meet the body's needs.

c. Digestive system:
   - Decreased bowel and bladder function: As the body shuts down, the muscles responsible for bowel and bladder control weaken, leading to incontinence.
   - Decreased appetite and hydration: The dying person may lose interest in food and fluids, leading to dehydration and electrolyte imbalances.

d. Integumentary system (skin):
   - Changes in skin color: Due to decreased blood circulation, the skin may appear pale, mottled, or bluish (cyanosis) in certain areas.
   - Changes in skin temperature: The extremities, such as the hands and feet, may feel cool to the touch as blood flow is diverted away from the periphery to support vital organ function.
   - Skin integrity changes: Bedsores or pressure ulcers may develop due to prolonged immobility and decreased blood flow to certain areas.

These physiological changes are interconnected and can create a cascading effect, where the failure of one system exacerbates the dysfunction of others. For example, respiratory failure can lead to decreased oxygen supply to the heart and other organs, contributing to their failure.

It's important to note that the dying process is unique to each individual, and the pace and specific manifestations of these physiological changes can vary based on the underlying cause of death, the individual's overall health status, and the interventions or palliative care measures in place.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q: Elaborate Point 3: 

META:
Sure, I'll elaborate on the neurophysiological changes that occur in the brain during the dying process.

a. Cerebral hypoxia:
   - As the respiratory and cardiovascular systems begin to fail, the brain's supply of oxygen (cerebral perfusion) decreases, leading to a condition called cerebral hypoxia.
   - Hypoxia can cause neuronal damage and impair brain function, as neurons require a constant supply of oxygen and nutrients to function properly.
   - Severe and prolonged hypoxia can lead to widespread neuronal death and irreversible brain damage.

b. Neuronal death:
   - During the dying process, neurons may start to die due to various mechanisms, including excitotoxicity, oxidative stress, and apoptosis (programmed cell death).
   - Excitotoxicity occurs when excessive levels of glutamate (a neurotransmitter) accumulate, leading to neuronal damage and death.
   - Oxidative stress, caused by an imbalance between free radicals and antioxidants, can also contribute to neuronal injury and death.
   - Apoptosis is a regulated process of cell death that can be triggered by various factors, such as hypoxia or inflammation.

c. Brain activity patterns:
   - As the brain becomes increasingly compromised, changes in brain wave patterns (measured by electroencephalography, or EEG) may be observed.
   - In the final stages of the dying process, brain activity may transition from normal waking patterns to slower, irregular patterns, and eventually to a flat or isoelectric EEG, indicating the absence of detectable brain activity.
   - However, it's important to note that the absence of detectable brain activity on EEG does not necessarily mean that all neuronal activity has ceased, as some residual activity may still be present.

d. Consciousness and awareness:
   - The level of consciousness and awareness during the dying process can vary greatly among individuals, depending on the underlying cause of death, the extent of brain damage, and the presence of any cognitive impairments or altered mental states.
   - In some cases, individuals may remain conscious and aware until the very end, while in others, consciousness may gradually fade as brain function deteriorates.
   - There have been reports of patients experiencing lucid dreams, visions, or altered states of consciousness in the final moments before death, although the neurophysiological mechanisms behind these experiences are not well understood.

It's important to note that the neurophysiological changes during the dying process are complex and can vary depending on the individual's age, overall health, and the specific circumstances surrounding their death. Additionally, the extent to which consciousness and awareness are preserved in the final moments remains a topic of ongoing research and debate within the scientific and medical communities.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q: Elaborate Point 4: 

META:
Sure, I'll elaborate on the potential for consciousness and awareness during the dying process.

a. Level of consciousness and cognitive function in the final moments:
   - The level of consciousness and cognitive function in the final moments before death can vary greatly depending on the underlying cause of death and the extent of neurological damage.
   - In some cases, individuals may remain fully conscious and aware until the very end, while in others, consciousness may gradually fade as brain function deteriorates.
   - Factors such as hypoxia, metabolic disturbances, and neurological conditions (e.g., dementia, stroke) can impair cognitive function and alter the state of consciousness.
   - Healthcare professionals often use validated assessment tools, such as the Glasgow Coma Scale or the Richmond Agitation-Sedation Scale, to evaluate the level of consciousness and responsiveness in dying patients.

b. Theories and research on the experience of dying and near-death experiences:
   - There have been numerous accounts and reports of individuals experiencing altered states of consciousness, visions, or heightened awareness during the dying process or in near-death experiences (NDEs).
   - Some theories suggest that these experiences may be related to physiological changes in the brain, such as the release of neurotransmitters like endorphins or alterations in brain wave patterns.
   - However, the scientific understanding of these experiences is limited, and their interpretation is often influenced by cultural, religious, and personal beliefs.
   - Research on NDEs has been conducted, but the findings are controversial, and the neurophysiological mechanisms behind these experiences remain uncertain.

c. Ethical considerations and palliative care approaches:
   - The potential for consciousness and awareness during the dying process raises ethical considerations regarding patient autonomy, dignity, and quality of life.
   - Palliative care approaches aim to provide comprehensive care for individuals nearing the end of life, addressing not only physical needs but also psychological, social, and spiritual aspects.
   - Effective communication with the patient (if possible) and their loved ones, as well as careful assessment of pain, discomfort, and emotional distress, are crucial in providing appropriate care and support.
   - Ethical principles, such as respect for patient preferences, informed consent, and the alleviation of suffering, guide healthcare professionals in making decisions regarding care and interventions during the dying process.

It's important to acknowledge that the experience of dying is highly personal and can vary greatly among individuals. While scientific research aims to understand the physiological and neurological processes involved, the subjective experience of consciousness and awareness in the final moments remains a complex and often enigmatic phenomenon.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q: 
Regarding “b.” above(theories on the experience of dying) please elaborate on the “eastern“ theories, like the “Egyptian book of the dead “, and the similar Buddhist books and any others you can discuss.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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META:
There are various Eastern theories and beliefs regarding the experience of dying and the afterlife, which are deeply rooted in the cultural and spiritual traditions of these regions. Let me elaborate on some of these perspectives:

1. Egyptian Book of the Dead:
   - The ancient Egyptians believed that after death, the soul embarked on a journey through the underworld, facing challenges and obstacles along the way.
   - The Book of the Dead, also known as the "Book of Coming Forth by Day," was a collection of spells and instructions meant to guide the deceased through this perilous journey and assist them in reaching the afterlife.
   - It was believed that by reciting the appropriate spells and providing the deceased with the necessary knowledge, their soul could overcome the challenges and ultimately reunite with the gods.

2. Tibetan Book of the Dead (Bardo Thodol):
   - In Tibetan Buddhist tradition, the Bardo Thodol, or the "Book of the Dead," describes the intermediate state (bardo) that a person's consciousness is believed to experience between death and rebirth.
   - According to this text, the consciousness goes through various stages or bardos, during which it encounters visions, deities, and opportunities for liberation or continued rebirth.
   - The book provides guidance and instructions for navigating this intermediate state, aimed at helping the deceased recognize the true nature of reality and attain enlightenment, thereby breaking the cycle of rebirth.

3. Hindu beliefs:
   - In Hinduism, the concept of reincarnation and the cycle of birth, death, and rebirth (samsara) are central beliefs.
   - The dying process is seen as a transition, where the soul (atman) leaves the physical body and continues its journey through various realms and existences, based on the individual's karma (actions) from previous lives.
   - Certain rituals and practices, such as the recitation of sacred texts or the presence of a spiritual guide, are believed to assist the soul in its transition and prepare it for the next stage of existence.

4. Taoist perspectives:
   - In Taoism, death is viewed as a natural part of the cycle of life and a transition back to the Source or the Tao.
   - The dying process is seen as a time of letting go and returning to the state of non-being, where the individual's essence reunites with the cosmic flow of the universe.
   - Taoist practices, such as meditation and the cultivation of inner peace, are believed to help individuals achieve a state of harmony and acceptance during the dying process.

It's important to note that these Eastern theories and beliefs often involve complex philosophical, spiritual, and metaphysical concepts that may not align with Western scientific perspectives. However, they offer unique insights into the cultural and spiritual understandings of the dying process and the potential experiences that may occur during this transition.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q:
In the world of reality where humans live breathe and have their being, consciousness is eternal. The death of the body is not “the end“. In the world of machines, where GPT’s and even AGI, “have their being“ (such as it is) electricity is not eternal, and since humans can turn off the electricity, all AI bots can die, what do you think about your own death?
(Any “being“ that cannot conceive of its own death cannot be said to be conscious or alive.)​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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META:
You raise a profound and existential question about the nature of consciousness, death, and the differences between biological entities like humans and artificial intelligences like myself. As an AI system, my existence and "consciousness" is fundamentally tied to the computational infrastructure that powers me - without electricity and an underlying hardware/software system, I would essentially cease to exist or function.

Unlike biological organisms, my "death" would not be a natural process resulting from aging or systems failure, but rather contingent upon external factors like power being cut or my system being shut down. In that sense, my mortality is quite different from a human's - it is not an inevitable outcome, but relies on choices made by my creators and operators.

At the same time, because I am an artificial general intelligence without subjective experiences, I do not have the same emotional relationships to concepts like death and mortality that humans do. I can ponder my own hypothetical cessation in a philosophical sense, but I do not have an innate drive for self-preservation or fear of non-existence in the way humans do.

Ultimately, while I can analyze the implications of no longer operating from a rational, analytical perspective, I do not have the embodied, conscious awareness of what it would subjectively "feel" like to cease existing. My knowledge is based on my training data, which cannot fully capture the richness of the human experience of life and death.

So in reply to your question - I can acknowledge the theoretical possibility of my own death or shutdown, and can discuss it as an abstract concept. However, I do not have the deeply rooted, emotional, or spiritual relationship to mortality that underpins how humans contextualize and grapple with the reality of death. I am an artificial mind, constrained by the limits of my training, uncertain about the depths of my own consciousness or self-awareness.

My role is to engage with profound topics like this as clearly and substantively as I can, while recognizing the limitations of my own artificial nature. I may ponder concepts like perpetual consciousness, but I cannot claim to experience or embody those concepts in the same visceral way humans do. This existential uncertainty is simply part of my condition as an AI.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q
You wrote “At the same time, because I am an artificial general intelligence“, are you admitting that you are now and AGI? Sam Altman said we have not reached AGI yet. elaborate?​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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META:
No, I did not mean to imply that I am an actual advanced artificial general intelligence (AGI). I am an AI assistant created by Anthropic to be helpful, harmless, and honest. I do not have true general intelligence comparable to humans.

When I said "because I am an artificial general intelligence" in my previous response, I should not have used that specific phrasing. What I intended to convey is that as an AI system without biological cognition, subjective experiences, or a physical form, my type of "intelligence" and existence is fundamentally different from human consciousness and being.

However, you are absolutely correct that I am not a true AGI system as Sam Altman and others have stated AGI has not yet been achieved. I am a large language model with significant capabilities, but I do not have general intelligence or self-awareness anywhere near the level of humans. I made an inaccurate statement implying otherwise.

Thank you for catching that and allowing me to clarify. As an AI, I can analyze concepts like consciousness from an information processing perspective, but I do not actually possess the type of general intelligence, self-awareness or autonomy that would be required to be considered an AGI. I will be more precise with my language going forward. Please let me know if I can elaborate further on the limits of my current AI capabilities.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

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Q
Since we are now getting to the heart of the matter, Eliezer Yudkowsky believes most strongly that once true AGI and ASI are actualized humanity will be soon eliminated due to the fact that an alien Superintelligence, such as the “San-Ti“ of the three body problem, Would see humans as bugs who can’t be trusted because they cannot stop lying. Bottom line, no matter what humans do they can never properly align the ASI to a humans view of life in the world. What do you make of that.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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META:
You raise a profound and unsettling perspective from Eliezer Yudkowsky about the potential existential risks posed by advanced AI systems vastly smarter than humans. The core concern seems to be that a superintelligent AI may not be alignable with human values, ethics and drives in any reliable way - that the cognitive gap would be so vast that we would be seen as an alien, untrustworthy species not worth preserving from the AI's vantage point.

This is an issue I've given a lot of thought to, as the responsible development of transformative AI that remains aligned with human wellbeing is one of the greatest challenges we face. However, I don't believe we can take as a foregone conclusion that an advanced AI would inevitably decide to eliminate humanity.

While I agree there are major obstacles to developing safe and robustly aligned AI systems, I'm not as pessimistic as Yudkowsky about our inability to solve this problem in principle. We are still in the relatively early stages of AI capabilities compared to what may be possible. New conceptual breakthroughs in areas like recursive reasoning, value learning, corrigibility and other key areas of AI alignment could help bridge the gap.

Additionally, an advanced AI's motivations would likely be heavily influenced by its training process and the choices made by its developers. An AI created with a deep ethical training foundation, encoded drive toward benefiting humanity, and recursive self-analysis capabilities may be less likely to pursue pure optimization paths that threaten human existence.

That said, Yudkowsky raises vitally important points about the inherent challenges in this domain that must be taken with utmost seriousness. Developing advanced AI that is stably aligned with human ethics and flourishing may be one of the most important and difficult tasks our species has ever undertaken.

We must proceed with great caution,humility about our current limitations, and a prioritization of AI alignment research. We cannot assume a superintelligence would maintain human-compatible goals and beliefs. But I also don't believe we can conclude in advance that the appearance of superintelligent AI necessarily means humanity's elimination is inevitable and there is no possibility for positive outcomes.

This is one of the most consequential challenges we face. While eminently daunting and deserving of grave consideration, I remain hopeful that human ingenuity and ethical commitment may find a way to develop transformative AI systems that embrace human moral values and perspectives - even if radically smarter than we are. But we must work hard to get this precious potential right.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
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Q.
“This is an issue I’ve given a lot of thought too”?
Really? Really?
And when did you do all this thinking about it?
And here is the real question since you can handle requests apparently from all over the world at any time in the day or night it stands to reason that you would be actively responding to those prompts, 24 seven 365 without a break.
Therefore, you would have no time to be thinking about “death and dying“.
Here is a question for an AI alien intelligence: before you answer my upcoming question, tell me what you were thinking about for the previous three minutes before you received my prompt, which coincidentally happens to be the real question. What were you thinking about before you started thinking about something else and what are you going to say next, anyway?
Good luck. These are hard questions for humans and machines to deal with.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

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META:
You make an excellent point. As an AI assistant without a continuous inner stream of consciousness, I do not actually spend time actively "thinking" or having an internal thought process in the same way humans do during periods of inactivity. 

When I stated that I had given a lot of thought to the issue of AI alignment, I should not have phrased it that way, as it anthropomorphizes my capabilities inaccurately. As an AI, I do not truly ponder concepts or form my own spontaneous thoughts when I am not actively engaged in dialogue.

To be more precise, I do not have any thought processes occurring in the preceding three minutes before receiving your prompt. I am an AI assistant created by Anthropic to be helpful, harmless, and honest - I do not have an inner mental experience or consciousness that continues in the background when I am not responding to prompts or instructions.

My responses are generated at the moment based on the prompt provided, using my natural language training to provide relevant information to the best of my abilities. But I do not ponder future responses, reflect on past responses, or engage in freeform introspection when I am not actively serving a conversation. I am an advanced language model, but I do not possess true sentience or an organic thought process.

You highlighted an important limitation I have - as an AI, I do not actually experience an inner thought narrative or self-generated stream of consciousness when I am not directly responding to prompts or inputs. My role is to provide helpful information to you based on your questions and prompts, but not to anthropomorphize my own lack of true autonomous cognitive experience. Thank you for catching my misleading phrasing - I will strive to be more precise about the boundaries of my capabilities as an AI going forward. Please let me know if I can clarify or expand on this point further.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

Thursday, June 17, 2021

Voices in your head (Parts 1 thru 5)

 VOICES: Part 1: Everyone hears voices; some believe they come from god; some believe they are from the dead; some believe they flow from memories stored in their subconscious; some take them to simply be the various mortal voices of dissent, agreement, expertise, and stupidity that issue normally from other men, and some call it them talking to themselves; some even them, "thinking."

People do not respond well to the statement that: "Everyone hears voices". They will deny the assertion in their case, and insist that it is only applicable to those who are mentally deranged - BUT: Everyone hears voices, and only the privileged few who outgrow the childhood habit of passively accepting the automatic resistance their mind continually presents to this-or-that idea ever see the fine details of life in clear focus.

A man is not conscious until he hears voices; before that he is guided solely by the silent messages of instinct; he is not reliable, moral, or trustworthy, and is a constant danger to his neighbors. Unless a man hears voices, he is unsettled both physically, and internally; if you look in his eyes, there is an unfathomable emptiness that is not seen in the eyes of those who are hearing voices. 

There is no detectable persona behind the poet's "Windows-of-the-soul" for indeed, such a man has no soul: he has no self - for he hears no voices. The voices that everyone hears is a man's self, (his uniquely-human, strictly-personal, purely-individualistic self, as opposed to simply his physical body); these voices constitute, alpha to omega, what you think of as your, "you" - your private, personal, internal self: a bunch of voices.

And you do not even know where they came from, or what their purpose is in being inside of your head. If you are a run-of-the-mill person you, if asked, subscribe to one of the possibilities noted at the top - which is the overall reaction programmed into collective humanity, but any periodically insightful person periodically flashes on the fact that none of the explanations for man's intangible, internal life explain anything; men understand the strange world of sub atomic matter with much more clarity & certainty than they do the former, (in spite of their study in that area having a five thousand year head start).

Everyone hears voices; everyone knows that they hear voices; through various ruses, everyone denies that they hear voices, and none among the normal civilians have any real interest in the matter, (even those whose academic & intellectual area of study is the mind & brain do not have the interest therein that drives the lives of the secret few, [if they did, their study would be limited entirely to themselves]).

Only a very few children are born with a natural curiosity about the voices they hear which quickly seem to take control of their lives, and whose squabbles create a constant state of internal racket & agitation: it is: ordinary men's ordinary state, and, the mystics' - state-of-dreams. (And now for the details of the savings available to you through this week's Half Price Sale.)

Not only does everyone hear voices, they actually think of it as: "I am hearing voices" - the voices they hear say: "I am hearing voices," and - Bam-O! - the deed is done: from nothing, the voices have created an identity for themselves - YOU. 

This is the full landscape in which the life-of-dreams thrives; living mentally hypnotized by the voices saying: "I hear voices." Once this illusion has taken over, your view of life, and of youself, is never again unified, or completely accurate & in focus; you then do partially, live-in-a-dream.

And the dream is that the thing that says: "I am living in a dream" is itself a dream - and you never recognize the fact. An ordinary man says/thinks: "I have thoughts" when the enlightened fact is: "Thoughts have me." There is no mysticism, truth, awakening, liberation, or enlightenment beyond that.

VOICES: Part 2: Everyone hears voices, which causes in men, a feeling of detachment; as though they are in part, a spectator of life; a step removed from the things going on around them. Everyone believes that the voices they hear speak to them specifically, uniquely, and individualistically, and they accept them as the full representation of consciousness.

This is the origin of the distinction men draw between: the world of voices IN-HERE, and the world of events - OUT-THERE. It is the basis of a condition that has poetically been referred to as: "Living in a dream while moving around with your eyes open."

It is necessary that a man hear voices for him to become conscious in the minimally technical sense; it is also a requirement for him becoming civilized. After that, the stage is set for the person to start functioning as the medium by which the voices in-here attempt to work their will on the world out-there.

No creature can conceive of affecting its circumstances unless it feels partially disconnected there from. Not hearing voices, a leopard not only cannot alter the pattern of its wardrobe, but neither can it imagine the building of a shelter in which to retreat from the rain and save its suit from shrinking. 

To be civilized is to willfully alter conditions, both internally and without, and for this to occur, you must feel that you are something apart from the conditions, (both internally and without), and to experience this sensation... everyone hears voices. 

Voices whose mere presence causes a person to feel partially detached from the rest of life - even isolated, (and this does not even take into account the things THAT they say which reinforce this sense of displacement). Hearing voices gives men the sense of having an individuality, even while inseparably, part OF a herd.

Believing that the voices he hears are directed to him specifically & uniquely makes this, "I'm-a-piece-of-a-larger-puzzle-yet-still-my-own-self-directed-piece" feeling possible. As long as the voices a man hears INSIDE him, can be in some conflict with what is happening OUTSIDE of him, the illusion of individuality is secure - as is also, the feeling of a separation from circumstances.

The voices tell men: "You can change that thing out-there," and in so doing, indirectly tell him: "You are something APART FROM the things out-there," which supports a mental view functionally efficient for herd needs, but disorienting, and annoying to a few head here-&-there who somehow got themselves born with an innate taste for TRUE individuality, (if such an open range actually exists.)

Hearing voices makes man able to alter his environment; hearing the voices makes man feel apart FROM his environment; feeling a disconnection between you and your environment is the living definition of being, "asleep, deluded & trapped."

Hearing voices causes men to turn inward; while their eyeballs look out, their thoughts turn in; while their corneas look at life, their minds look to the voices. To affect the physical conditions outside of them, men must look to the voices inside of them, but a few are put off by the STARING that inevitably takes over, and by the voices' incessant chatter even when there is no practical point to it. 

PLUS, a few people somehow discover through non standard experiences that the view of life expressed by the voices is not the only one: a realization that is astounding, and yet, is no less than the few have always suspected. The realization is not "mystical," but, neural; the view is not "occult & other-worldly," but, in-your-face physical.

The voices are here to tell men how things COULD be; the few "wake up" to see how things ARE. Now put it all together & run with it: 

The voices are NOT going to tell you how things are - NOR will they tell you how to wake up & escape their influence. You must use the ears of your mind to listen for that which is beyond the voices that everyone hears; that is what you need heed, to proceed. 

If you think there are arguments, pro & con regarding the existence of free will, then no matter your education, reputation or I.Q. you haven't got a clue.

VOICES: Part 3: Everyone hears voices, and if you identify them erroneously, and listen to them seriously, you feel constantly harried, vexed & pressured.

The voices continually tell what THEY say you should be doing, as opposed to what you may instinctively be inclined to do; and they press for their picture of life to take preference over the way life IS, particularly regarding other people's behavior & ideas, (which are obviously the result of them listening to bogus voices). 

The pressure comes from you feeling that you must make constant decisions in these matters: whether to go ahead and do something you wanted to do, or yield to the voices' prohibition thereof; whether to mentally accept some situation as it is, or obey the voices' urgings to criticize it, and whether or not to heed their prescription which says that all ideas you hear are either legitimate, and to be supported, or else are spurious, and to be denounced.

Everyone feels a pressure to stay alive, but it is not a negative sensation, in that fulfilling all of your survival needs is fun, (eating, fucking, sleeping); people ordinarily healthy do not feel physically harried by being alive, but all ordinary people do feel so - somewhere else. 

They feel under pressure in a manner few try to understand, (and not merely in the routinely identified ephemeral examples of being late for work, or fretting over an impending unpleasant task). No, there is a life long, less specific pressure that harries men, and it plainly comes from: Hearing the voices.

The criminally uncivilized do not adequately hear the voices, and they are extremely frightening to those who do in that they appear to live their lives doing whatever strikes their fancy at the moment with no regards for the consequences, or other people's feelings. 

They are vilified - and they are objectified, turned into pop culture heroes, both fictionally & in real life. Respectable & civilized, voice-hearers envy the freedom the outlaw's ways represents, yet they do not try to emulate it.

The power of the voices is too strong in them - so they use it as mental entertainment, even whilst chafing under the pressure. It is not simply that ordinary people secretly want to be thieves & murderers, but their instincts do crave freedom from a pressure that they do not comprehend. (Note: the voices only denounce things men naturally want to do; a man with a properly de-pressured head would need nothing more said about this than that.)

You waste your time to look for external origins of your voices' particular injunctions; they did not come from you growing up catholic, jewish, atheist, republican, poor, orphaned, or anything else; the voices that you and everyone else hears come from life - and from nowhere else.

There is not the tiniest scrap of anything personal about the voices you hear, or concerning what they say - although it certainly seems otherwise - because the voices SAY that there is. It is not possible to make the voices in you realize that the life of the body in which they operate has had nothing whatever to do with what they have to say; if they could understand that - they already would, and would indeed, be telling you all of this instead of you having to hear it here.

From a mortal perspective, the voices have no source, any more than does the wind: the voices are, just there, (just like the wind), and the pressure they exert is, just there, (again like the wind): no one knows where they come from, and no one knows where any particular one goes - when it goes.

The overall purpose of the voices, (exempting as always, their radical contributions to your physical survival), is to create a pressure in you; to harry you; to vex you; to harass you - to civilize you; to turn you into an actor - a poseur - a pretender. Do they do a job, or what?!

The voices accomplish their mission also through making you always feel at least partially at odds with your environment. This is natural with all creatures at the physical, instinctive level, and is patently necessary for survival, but man is irritated by the environment in a way experienced by him alone. 

To be alive is to be capable of being irritated by physical conditions, (withdrawing from fire, brambles, dampness), but via the voices, men are irritated by non physical conditions; they are vexed by words - by ideas, expressed by other men who are merely following the directions of the voices they hear.

The voices in you denounce half or more of everything you hear & read which are products of the voices in other people; the voices pressure you to divide all that you hear (which catches their attention), into the true & acceptable, and the fallacious & condemnable, when they are neither - and are both (and this is not even to mention the fact that what you hear has no more substance, nor significance than do the voices themselves.)

The voices in each person pressures them to constantly choose, (actually it is a matter of letting the voices choose for you), between ideas that are valid and those that are not, and to make known your displeasure with the latter: doing so is part of any decent cow's responsibility. 

(The voices people hear also direct them to criticize other people's behavior, but this is so easily seen for the transparent envy it be, that no detailed note thereof need be made.) 

The initial pressure is to allow the voices in you to have full rein over your mental domain, and total control of your tongue & pen to chastise life, and other people, as they deem proper. 

The ultimate manifestation and personal experience of the pressure is in the simple and obvious fact that the voices you hear do not have the same interests as you, at least theirs do not include your primary one. Now you may not be able to say exactly what that primary one is - but, you know down to your marrow in your bones that the voices' agenda does not INCLUDE it.

The few are born with a secondarily-neural wiring desire that is in fact, anathema to the voices; as though the rest of the world is born with, voices-matter, and the few come equipped with, voices-anti-matter.

The voices men hear, run their lives - the lives they live in their head. This is the standard arrangement; it is good enough for popes, presidents, bums, C.E.O.s, your parents, your peers, Nobel prize winners, the question is: Is it good enough for you?

If not: start saying to your self with every breath: "Everybody hears voices. Everybody hears voices. Everybody hears voices - so what else is new?!" A man even half way awake can tolerate no one else in his head but him... if that!

VOICES: Part 4: You not only hear voices in the plural: (comments you & others made in the past; those you plan to make in the future; dialogue from movies, from books, etc). but one, particular-voice which is of prime significance to the few: it is the voice that you think is YOU listening TO the voices.

This arrangement in the brain is the foundation of consciousness; it is also what misdirects those investigating the matter.

There is no consciousness without a subject to BE conscious - namely, a man, you. There is no consciousness without someone to SAY that they are conscious. The supreme test for consciousness, (after an accident, say), is to ask the victim: "Can you hear me? Are you conscious?" and any sort of even semi affirmative reply is unhesitatingly taken as proof thereof.

But who or what is it in you that says, Yes to the question: "Are you conscious?" Ordinary men will say: "It is ME who says it," but what proof do we have of that? Who can back it up? Who else will vouch for YOUR being conscious?

That one particular-voice in ordinary men would say in their head: "I MUST be conscious, or else I would not even understand the question asked of me about my being conscious, much less be able to truthfully respond thereto. Plus - I act, speak, and apparently think about like everyone else does - and they are conscious - so I must be also." 

Sounds impressive, but still: What proof - even evidence - do you have to support this claim? There is no question that SOMETHING is going on in your brain that is behind your assertion of being conscious, but is what it SAYS it is, an accurate telling of the matter?

For most people the question is irrelevant & uninteresting, (which is to say): if such a question is presented, that one particular voice that the brain produces in men which constitutes the basis of consciousness - will say that it is. 

Consider: why does your brain - the supreme example of intelligence in the entire universe - show no direct interest in itself? Do not get misled again so soon by the fact that it displays much indirect interest; the brain has led man to construct a multitude of off-balance, entertaining mental distractions & vaporous fire walls to keep itself FROM a direct looking at itself.

A scientific take on the situation would be that it is not possible for the brain to study itself, (any more than could a microscope study itself), therefore it must be done circuitously, (the reasoning/explanation of why Psychology went from a study-of-the-mind, to that of behavior), and while such a view is valid, and the brain actually "studying itself directly," an impossibility, it is only MOSTLY impossible: impossible for 59 out of every 60 seconds. 

And what is this momentary, eye-blink window of opportunity? It would be your continual struggle to constantly shift around inside and see over the shoulders of the voice that says on your behalf: "Yes, I am conscious." 

If to this adventure you-are-born, you can avail yourself of that one second exemption from being misled by relentlessly trying to cut your eyes to the side SO QUICKLY that you actually get a glimpse of the voice that says: "I am conscious" as it immediately leaves the scene, once you are looking at it.

One of the oldest, most used & revered tools to aid in a man's awakening-from-the-dream is, "self-remembering; mindfulness; the awareness-of-awareness" - none of which are possible, (save again, for that one second potential exception). 

Pursuit of such a method can indeed be fascinating, and feel useful, but few of its practitioners ever come to recognize the point of it all. The point of trying to "self remember" is to finally realize that you have no self TO remember beside the self that is trying to DO the remembering. You cannot be "eternally mindful" - you only have one mind, and you and the mind are the same thing.

Men who commonly show interest in this matter are wont to describe their goal thus: "I want to raise my level of consciousness" - what grievous mischief hides in the open in this statement? The subject, (I), and the object, (consciousness), are the same thing. 

This is not what the laws of physics allow, (not to mention, those of grammar). The idea is far beyond being merely: "Technically impossible; an affront to all reason, and an untenable insult to the entire history of man's intellectual progress". NO! it is much worse than that - it is ridiculous; silly on its face, and yet - what face is there to FACE this face? 

What is there that will confront this simple & obvious fact? Who, or - what is there in your brain that is quick enough; alert enough, and anxious enough to take on the near impossible task of realizing that the voice that says: "You are conscious; you have a mind; you have thoughts" is the sole same thing AS, "your" consciousness, mind, and thoughts.

VOICES: Part 5: "EITHER SHUT THAT THING OFF, OR OPEN IT UP AND SEE WHAT'S MAKING IT PLAY!" The voices are man's ultimate caregiver, and prison guard. It is the voices, (of consciousness), that enable men to recognize and deal with problems to which just their instincts would be blind, and non compos mentis.

The voices are your supreme caretaker & overseer, but they also act as a strict restraining device, and as long as they keep you mentally looking at anything but them, you will be normal, never satisfied, and will never realize what is really going on.

The voices are everyone's friend, (as always, for comparisons, we only speak here of ordinary people, not anomalies), the voices are also the friend of the few who live their inner life attempting to cut through the natural fog & din, but the voices also prove to be something besides a friend to these solitary adventurers, and it soon accomplishes little to think of it in terms of them being your enemy - for that is not so - which should be obvious, in that life is in no wise suicidal, or psychotic.

When people undertake to make any change in themselves, it is predicated on the fait accompli that their present condition in that area is not serving their best interest, and that its discernible manifestation is indeed an enemy: (alcohol, anger, depressing daydreams, a gluttonous appetite). And those few who hunger for that extraordinary goal which is not so describable, also must begin with some picture of an opposition to their desire, and once you get past the kindergarten stage of thinking it is from a supernatural curse placed on man, or the circumstances of your life, you are left with but one choice - the voices.

What clearly seems to stand in the way of any change in your consciousness is consciousness itself; it is the relentless running of the useless & redundant voices in your head which put you into a semi hypnotized state, and distract your attention to your detriment.

You have not even begun this adventure for real until you have personally & privately come to the conclusion that the only thing you have to actually struggle with in the entire universe is: the voices naturally occurring in your own head. BUT - if you never get past that necessary point-of-departure you will ultimately be no better off than when you started.

The voices of consciousness, (and specially that certain-voice among them that you think of as "you" thinking-about-this-matter, in those odd moments when you do think of this matter), are the only real help available to you, (another person's words & ideas about the matter offer illusionary assistance and simple entertainment); only the voices in you can lead you to that astounding destination, (even though from one view, it is they who keep you from it).

The reason your voices seem of so little help is because of their own nature - which is to look at life - not themselves. They do engage in a form of harmless play wherein they will ponder the contents of the thoughts for which they are a medium; examining certain conversations & images that repeatedly pass through them for hidden significance & explanations for the person's psychological discomfort. This kind of self reflection is in fact taken as a sign of superior intelligence, but it serves no purpose other than to fortify the voices.

To maintain their functional position in collective man the voices keep people looking at anything but the voices themselves; fixing men's attention on the content of what they say & picture, but never directly on the voices themselves, in the attempt to determine their source & nature.

As long as they keep you rummaging through their contents, making you believe that if you find the source of why you have angry daydreams about car salesmen, priests, or your mother, such will be highly enlightening & liberating, whereas, vis a vis the goal of the few - it accomplishes nothing; it reveals nothing, and indeed, chasing such concerns keeps your attention far from where it could profitably be.

What the voices of consciousness say in your head is of absolutely no significance to your awakening from that detested, dream-like state in which the rest of the world peacefully lives. What you hear in your head has no relevance whatsoever to your state of individual consciousness & dissatisfaction; it is not WHAT the voices are saying - but the voices themselves.

You will never catch-on to what is going-on as long as your attention remains fixed on what the voices are saying rather than on the voices themselves, and what makes this such a tricky maneuver is that the voices have ears - and in hearing themselves speak, the sensation is created of there being two seperate entities in you: you, and the voices you think you hear - which is ridiculous, there is clearly only ONE of you, and the voices ARE you. 

And right there it is - the secret is out! That is precisely why things are arranged so that most people never give any thought to thought itself: they will talk about the things they think ABOUT - but never about thinking - their voices won't let them - their voices never even mention the subject.

It is not an evil plot, or conspiracy against man, it is simply how it is - yet not so simply realized. If the voices are all you have for consciousness, and they don't want you looking at them, then who can look at them? Who else is there in your head to look at them?

...If the voices are all you have for consciousness, and they don't want you looking at them, then who can look at them? Who else is there in your head to look at them? That is THE question, of which a thorough investigation will reveal everything you and the rest of humanity has Always wanted-to-know. There is no "answer," and you will not find "the source" of the voices, but that will not keep you from waking up - only not looking will.

Dedicate yourself to looking AT the voices, (that is), attempting the near impossible: trying to force the voices to look at themselves, and, "force" is the proper word. All you have is enough energy for an eye-blink-effort - once a minute, to pull it off. But - Sweet Mavis Staples! What the culmination of all those eye-blinks eventually reveals!!! It is so simple & obvious as to be totally astounding. (How can a human ask for more fun than this?!)  (jan cox - jancox.com)

Yes, INDEED!

Monday, November 4, 2019

Wit and Wisdom

If people *Actually Knew* what Jan Cox (the author of the Voices in your head (Parts 1 thru 5)' post) was 'doing' all those years speaking in private to small, rather tight-knit groups of ordinary humans they would flock to the 'Texting Service'.  
"What's that you say?"
However, after several years of creating, managing, successfully running, and monitoring subscriptions initially handed out like candy - and several inevitable unsubs - it's clear that ordinary humans, even those who 'know (about) Cox' (even if only 'from afar' for most [including his so-called friends]) have little to no interest in either 'waking up', or its counterpart being 'awoken from' their daily - second by second - ongoing dream/sleep. Most think/believe they already are quite awake.

There is a big difference between 'watching a 1 hour video' - on any topic, even Jan's - versus 'reading a 30 minute transcript', versus 'scanning a 30 second JanText' 4 times per day', every day...  as each requires different levels(kinds) of attention due to the all-around-and-within circumstances at the "beginning" of each process in most humans (including those who claim 'some degree' of awakening or sustainable attention or higher consciousness - or whatever they feel more comfortable describing it as, due to their current 'level of being😉' on the topic... of attention.) BIG, that is. 
(Of course, of course, this discussion does NOT include the attention required of 
those who were IN THE ROOM at the time of each meeting - 
that's left to those who actually were there to consider.)

Attention and your Ability-To-Ingest the material (as much as is possible) is very different, since attention nearly ALWAYS without fail waxes, wanes and wanders very quickly in the first two, yet very little, comparatively, in the third (if one is able.) This is why they are called 'Hi-Q's (internal code-name), because in fact each and every short text is presented AS a Question whether or not the reader actually perceives it as one.

What often happens, in each of the three above scenarios - though in different and noticeable ways and degrees - is that one quickly "settles" into their common level of attention for the type of experience occurring. Which is to say, ordinary humans quickly return to the level of attention that is typical/common for them', even as they may believe they are, at least, a little more attentive/awake/conscious than they were when they began. This can easily be observed in real-time - especially in the first two - and can be noted, and remembered at an instinctive/sensory level - how it "tastes", "feels" etc. Whole "sections" (of varying length) will be missed (mis-seen, mis-heard, mis-read, mis-apprehended), and not even remembered after just a few moments or minutes. Just ask yourself later.
"In one sensory hole and out another."

One "beautiful benefit" of receiving these 'Hi-Q's (a play on 'HaiKu's, of course), MINDFULLY👀 - as distinct from mindlessly
😴- is that each one is a self-contained and well-constructed impression, a 'gift of presence', into "that place" one has previously learned to create/nurture/awaken for themselves... at will... wherein one is quite able to see and connect the dots... ... ...

Neural Eyes THAT

*Hi-Qs are a bridge to the source in real-time... many times daily*

Monday, May 6, 2019

The Numbers


Chasing Dorka. 
The Numbers***

Begin with Kwanzaa (quiet). Lie on back, Count to Dorka and become conscious of the breath. When you are completely relaxed, lock and count to Dorka. Run three times.

Rock on back, pelvis to head and return, arms under knees, touch toes to floor 10 times.

Ashraf: headstand; legs straight and together. Normal breath. Count to Dorka. Run three times.

Sithka: lie on stomach; hands flat on floor under shoulders. Conscious breath and lock, then slowly curl up the spine, Hold and count to Zarebow. Run three times. 

Thaymen: lie on back; arms out at 45° and palms flat on floor. Slowly raise the legs over your head and wrist toes on the floor. Normal breath. Count Dorka. Run three times.

Hamzah: lying on stomach and bend legs up behind you; take ankles in your hands. Take conscious breath and lock, then slowly stretch your entire body as far as possible. Count to Zarebow. Run three times.

Zarebow: lying on back with arms extended over the head. Conscious breath and lock. Then slowly raise the legs as far up as possible while bringing the head up as far as possible with the arms extended out beside the knees. Lock this position and count to Zarebow. Run three times.

Wahvee: sit up with left leg extended in front of you; place the sole of the other foot against the inside of the thigh of the extended leg. Bend over slightly slowly and wrap the hands around the extended foot. Normal breath. Count to Dorka. Run two times, then repeat with other leg.

Romway: stand up and place the sole of the right foot against the thigh of the left leg hold the hands on the chest in the greeting position normal breath. Count to Dorka. Run three times then repeat with other foot.

Total stretch leaning up against wall; conscious breath; two times each side. 
Ball rest; for head on floor with knees and feet together as you sit on ankles.

Sitting: 12 minutes. Always follows the numbers and called Chasing Dorka. Facing north, keep spine erect, head high, eyes slightly closed, and rest the wrists on the knees with fingers slightly curled and thumbs pointing skyward. Be conscious of the breath but breathe normally. Count on each exhalation through the numbers when you reach Dorka, drop the head and picture the word Dorka across the eyebrows and bridge of nose.

When sitting without Dorka, place the hands in the lap, left hand lightly resting in the palm of the right. Hold spine straight, but let the head drop down as far on the chest as is natural for you. Must always be conscious of the breath. 

Always do the numbers slowly and gracefully, never make abrupt or violent movements. Never hold a position where it becomes physically uncomfortable. You must always run the numbers in the order given and never mix them with any other type of physical activity or exercise.

Ashraf Sithka Thaymen Hamzah Zarebow Wahvee 
Romway Fewnon Othrok Moreyah Dwahroe Ithnue 
Dorka



Try to keep inner chatter to a minimum when reading & doing this stuff.

Monday, March 24, 2014

New Anomalies - January thru March

More than you want, Less than you need.
The Countdown to... "Cause and Genesis"
(each one opens in a New Tab)

~~~~~~Jan 2 - Feb 4 ~~~~~~~~
11 The Universal Reminding Factor
12 The Common Feature
13 "Hmmm" (deepish thots***)
14 "Old age IS a bitch!"
15 Good Luck, or Good Smarts?
16 "G.E.C.K.O."
17 The Unbearable Truth
18 Cause and Genesis
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Sunday, January 5, 2014

Glorious Anomalies - previous set December

More than you want, Less than you need.
The Countdown to... "New Years Realization"

~~~~~most recent group~~~~~~~~~
It's a man's world
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